Thursday, July 31

99 Balloons

Paul Grimm sent me this video last night. What a great dose of perspective on this Thursday morning. It moved me to tears.

Eliot was born with an undeveloped lung, a heart with a hole in it and DNA that placed faulty information into each and every cell of his body. However, that could not stop the living God from proclaiming Himself through this boy who never uttered a word.


Download available at http://www.ignitermedia.com

Wednesday, July 30

Schindler's List

I few days ago I read this article by Greg Koukle and it spurred me to rent Schindler's List. Last night my wife and I sat down, and, for almost 3 1/2 hrs, experienced Steven Spielberg's film adaptation of the story of Oskar Schindler.

After watching the movie, I'd have to agree with Greg's assessment when he says, "These movies are important for us to see because they keep us from thinking too highly of ourselves. They force us to see ourselves as we really are."

When Greg says "as we really are", he's referring to humankind's depravity. This movie shows men committing atrocities with no remorse. It gives a stark, cold, jarring picture of what we are capable of. And even though Schindler accomplishes a great good, in the end he still abandons his wife and fails in business.

I doubt it was a purpose Spielberg anticipated for this film, but I saw a film that cried out with humankind's need for a Savior. When we are confronted with our base sinful behavior in such a poignant manner, we should have to ask ourselves, "How am I any different".

How are you different?

Here's the preview trailer for Schindler's List

Wednesday, July 23

Sigh of Relief

Well, it was 11:30pm before we declared it done, but yesterday was good day. The floor is now completely grouted (except a few touch-up spots), the kitchen counter is on, the sink is installed, and the sink drain is re-plumbed and working great! Josh Gerber came over and spent about 5 1/2 hours installing and re-plumbing our kitchen sink. He's been a HUGE help during our remodeling phase. I can't thank him enough.
















Out of all the remodeling projects we've done on this house, the grouting was definitely the toughest job. It took WAY longer than what I expected and required much more physical effort. Now that it's done, I'm pleased with the results.

I still have to paint and install the shoe molding around the edge of the floor and put on interior door hardware before I can declare myself "done", but it's nice to finally be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Yesterday was my wife's 21st birthday, so I took the day off work to spend some time with her, and try to get our house in order. I finished mowing the lawn for her and then we went to brunch at Cracker Barrel. Then we went to Wielands to look at push-mowers. I was kind of caught of guard by how expensive push mowers are. Apparently non-self-propelled mowers are more expensive than self-propelled units. Weird huh? They said it was because they didn't sell very many non-self-propelled, so they can't sell them as cheap. *shrugs*

Wednesday, July 16

Love of God, Judgement of God

Gregory Koukl

When the armies of Israel conquered the Promised Land, God commanded them to kill every living thing, including women and children. Could there be any possible justification for barbarism?

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One of the hardest questions confronting Christians defending the biblical record is, "How could a good God commission Israel to destroy women and children when they're fighting their battles?"

This has happened more than once in the Bible. It's difficult to explain the answer to this, though I think there are a couple of reflections on the issue that offer food for thought. You can approach this from a couple of different directions.

First one caveat. I fully acknowledge that not all good answers are going to be emotionally satisfying to a lot of people. That's why this is a hard issue, because people let their emotional sensibilities rule instead of trying to see the bigger picture.

One way to approach the problem is to show that it's a much bigger problem than first imagined. Curiously, I think this helps make the solution simpler. God's command that Israel destroy women and children in battle is really just the tip of the iceberg.

What about when God slew the firstborn of Egypt? Many of these were women and children, some infants. Every plague on Egypt--the hail, the gnats, the frogs, the locust, the boils--fell on all Egyptians equally, not just upon the soldiers.

What about Sodom and Gomorra in which, with the exception of Lot and his family, every man woman and child was turned to cinder? Everyone was indiscriminately destroyed. The same thing happened in the Genesis flood. Only eight in the entire world survived. It's interesting that I have never heard anyone raise the complaint "What about the women and children?" in these instances.

When you read the book of Revelation you'll find this practice of God's is not limited to the Old Testament. In the future, God will once again visit judgment upon the world and destroy not just the soldiers, but the women and children as well. I've never heard anyone raise an objection about that, but isn't it the same problem, essentially?

The underlying question, "Is it right for Jews to kill women and children at God's command?" can only be answered by answering another question: Can God legitimately judge and destroy the world or any portion of it or its inhabitants that He sees fit to destroy? Is this inside of God's prerogatives or outside of it?

My answer is unequivocal: It is not evil for God to take life, because God is the Author of life. He can give it and He can take it away. That's part of the prerogative of being God. All that He creates belongs to Him. This is His world. He needs no further justification, because He is not compelled by any law higher than Himself.

Second, our notion of the sovereignty of God entails that every detail of the world is under direct control of God. Nothing happens that He doesn't either actively cause or passively allow. God did not create the universe, wind it up, then let it spin out its course without His involvement. Instead, regarding every nation of mankind on the face of the earth He has "determined their appointed times, and the boundaries of their habitation." (Acts 17:26)

This means that since humans are mortal, there comes a time when every life God created "shuffles off its mortal coil" and returns to Him, either for ultimate judgment or for ultimate reward. God, the Giver and Taker of life, calls every life back to Him at some point and in some manner. The timing and the method of each person's demise is somewhat incidental, from a moral perspective. It's up to Him.

So I'm arguing first that it's God's prerogative to take life when He so chooses, and second that the means He uses to take that life is a matter of His prerogative as well. Whether it's by disease, or mishap, or hailstones, or the angel of life, or the sword of a Jewish soldier, the means is up to Him. It's His prerogative.

My third thought has to do with the question, "What did those women and children do? They were innocent." I certainly understand the response and there is a sense in which on an emotional level I am troubled when I consider this. But there's another aspect to keep in mind.

God deals with people not just as individuals, but as groups. When the nation of Israel is doing well as a nation, doesn't He prosper the whole nation, even though there are individuals in the nation that are scoundrels? When the nation is doing well, generally speaking, God blesses the nation and everybody prospers.

However, the flip side is that when the nation is corrupt, then God judges the nation as a whole and everyone gets judged, even those remaining few that might be innocent. God is dealing with the nation as a group, for good and for ill. It works both ways.

This should not be a foreign concept to us, though we probably haven't considered the connection between this biblical reality and modern day practices. When the President and Congress agree to go to war against another country, they act as federal heads of state and commit each and every American citizen to war against a foreign power. The nation is at war, not just our lawmakers.

And we all suffer alike in the process. We surrender our effort and our taxes and even our life blood, if necessary. We all participate, even though war wasn't our idea. We acting as a unit, as a family, as a nation. And those we war against retaliate against us as a unit.

In the same way, when I nation rebels against God, it is not uncommon for God to go to war against that nation itself and not just against a few rebellious individuals. God takes up arms against the land and against every man, woman, and child.

Let's keep this in perspective, though. In the case of the nations in question that were utterly destroyed by God, it isn't a few citizens that imperiled the many. We know from Abraham's appeal on behalf of Sodom and Gomorra that God will spare a whole city of sinners for the sake of a handful of righteous people. Instead, there was a pattern of ongoing, thorough-going, and persistent moral rebellion against God that went on for years--in many cases, for generations--in spite of repeated warnings by God.

There's a third thing. It pertains to the challenge, "If God were really good, how could He do such a thing? How could He destroy these innocent people? This is barbaric." They take this record of God's judgment as evidence that the God of the Bible isn't really good at all, and therefore should not be believed in.

I approach it from a different direction. I think the preponderance of evidence from the same historical record--the Old Testament-- is that God is good. He continually demonstrates not just his holiness, but also His patience and forbearance for those that consistently rebel against Him, though He has graciously cared for them.

This gives us good reason to trust Him. And if we have good reason to trust Him, then when we see things that seem to go against our sense of goodness and justice, it seems only fair to give the benefit of the doubt to God, who just might know something more than we know.

When we were children, our own parents acted in ways we didn't understand. We didn't think their decisions were fair. Later we learned that, for the most part, they had insight and information unavailable to us that influenced their decisions. Many times we learned that they were acting in our best interests after all, though we didn't see it at the time.

These are the kind of things we discover as we grow up. We learn that our parents were right most of the times we thought they were off base. The same kind of hindsight is true with God. God may know a few things we don't know.

By the way, the question has also been raised, "Why destroy the cattle, too?" My understanding is that in many of those cultures the people were so decadent they were having intercourse with animals. This caused rampant venereal disease in animals and humans that even infected children as well. So this may be-- I'm not sure, but it may be-- another reason God wanted these entire cultures wiped out. Because of their moral corruption, they were physically corrupt, and this represented a health threat to the new inhabitants of the land, the children of Israel.

Even if that wasn't the case, as the Author of life God still has the right to take life according to His own judgment. I've given you three good reasons to help make sense of that. Whether it's emotionally satisfying for you or not is another issue altogether.

This is a transcript of a commentary from the radio show "Stand to Reason," with Gregory Koukl. It is made available to you at no charge through the faithful giving of those who support Stand to Reason. Reproduction permitted for non-commercial use only. ©1997 Gregory Koukl

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Monday, July 14

Unbelievable!

This video is a little long, but the final stunt is unbelievable!

Friday, July 11

It's coming along!

Another house update. :-) Can you tell what's been consuming my time lately? It's good though. I enjoy the work and the time spent with family and friends who come and help. I know I've said it before, but I really don't know what I'd do with out everyone who's pitched in and given me a hand. Thank you everyone!

Last night, around 6:00pm, we started tearing up our linoleum in our kitchen & dining room. This is what it looked like.

































About 5 hours later (with a huge thanks to Josh Gerber, my dad & mom, and my nephew Jared) this is where we're at.































Tonight we'll, hopefully, get the uneven spots patched and sanded level. Then tomorrow I can start laying our new floor!

Wednesday, July 9

Moving Day and the New Place

Here are some pictures from last Saturday when we moved. There are also a couple of pictures of the outside of our new place, but I wanted to wait until we're a little more unpacked before I posted pictures of the inside.


























Here's our old living room full of boxes and ready to be moved.






















Condo basement ready to be moved.






















More basement stuff






















Jeff Thames' trailer we used to move. It was a God-send.






















Benj's van packed really really full. :-)






















Tim & Sandy's trailer.




























Mark Hermann let us use his truck too.






















My aunt & uncle started putting our bed back together. This thing is a beast to move. It used to be a water bed, it has about 100 different pieces, and it weighs approximately 10 tons.






















Can you tell it's not a fun job? But we got a really good deal on it when we bought it. :-)




























Well...at least they had enough people. ...maybe a few too many




























My father-in-law's truck with more furniture.






















Taking a break for lunch.


Ok. Now here a couple of pictures of the outside of our new place and a video I took this morning with the birds singing. I'm gonna love it here. :-)


Tuesday, July 8

Life ramblings

The papers are signed, and it's official. I no longer own the condo at 632 N. 3rd Ave. It feels good to have the uncertainty behind us. Our contract was contingent upon the closing of our buyers house, and our buyer didn't close on her house until the morning we closed on ours.

I'm really thankful for how smoothly everything has gone with this change. It seems a little surreal that just a few months ago we had no plans of moving. The seeds for this whole thing were planted during our Crown Financial Bible Study. Heidi & I took a long look at how much debt we were under and how much we were paying in interest, and decided it would be a God honoring decision to see if we could sell our home. Our home ended up being worth significantly more than we originally thought. That allowed us to pay off some of Heidi's unsubsidized student loans! It's during times like these, when I feel so far in over my head, that I really remember how little I am in control and how little I really understand. Changes in our lives are great for re-centering...re-focusing our perspectives.

Our next challenge will be to save our extra income, and not just increase our spending. We have lots of goals in mind, and sometimes it seems a little overwhelming. We're so thankful that God is completely sovereign and that portfolio's are only important when used for the Kingdom work. It's our prayer that we can provide a Godly, comfortable, and hospitable environment in our new home.

I'm still planning on getting some pictures up, but life needs to slow down a little bit first. :-) Last night I didn't get home until after dark. We closed on the house at four. I delivered furniture at five. Cody Maher's bachelor supper was at 6:30 in Peoria. I had to stop at Walmart for Heidi, so I ended up getting home around 9:45 - not a good time to take pictures of your house. :-)

Completely unrelated: I got a kick out of this Calvin & Hobbes comic today. :-)

Thursday, July 3

This is it

Well, this is the weekend that Heidi & I move out of the condo I've called home for over 2 years. We've been extremely busy the last 2 weeks getting our new place fixed up and ready to move into to. We patched holes & cracks in the plaster, re-painted everything, did a bunch of electrical work, replaced all the outlets & switches, and put a carpet remnant in the basement. We also installed a medicine cabinet, over-the-mirror light, and vent fan in the bathroom.

We're on the downhill side now though. We just have to finish painting the living room, finish some details in the bathroom, and give everything a good cleaning before we move in. We're going to have the kitchen countertop, sink, and floor replaced after we move in.

We're so incredibly thankful for all our family and friends who have helped us at our new place. We most certainly could not have gotten it done without them. My mom and dad have been there almost every night, and Kenton & Heidi Snyder have been amazing. We feel very blessed.

Heidi & I are excited to be moving to the country, (We've already seen a bunch of deer meandering around the house.) but, at the same time, it's a little hard to leave where we are now. I bought the condo a little over two years ago. It was my first home of my own. I had several roommates move in and out, made a lot of memories, and have lived there with my wife for over a year. Heidi & I were talking the other night and wondering how many times we would accidentally drive to the wrong house when coming home from somewhere. :-)

God Bless

P.S. I'll get pictures up sometime. :-)